The
Cell
Running
With the Deer
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Summary: Jack Crawford finds a videotape from the past.
Timeline: This vignette would occur just after Chapter 11 of HANNIBAL.
Rating: PG-13
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Jack
Crawford invited Starling in and shut the office door.
Her stomach stirred uneasily as she found a chair; her Section Chief
usually kept the door open when they spoke.
On
his desk she saw the report she had submitted, detailing her foray into the
abandoned State Hospital for the Criminally Insane, her encounter with Sammie,
and her failure to recover the file on Hannibal Lecter.
Crawford
half-sat on the edge of his desk, holding a small box; Starling recognized it
as a videotape.
His
face was solemn, his voice unnervingly gentle.
“Starling,
when I read that every patient’s file—except Lecter’s—was still in the
facility, it got me wondering what else may have been left behind, so I went
in with a crew over the weekend.” He
tapped the videotape box against his knee.
“We found this under the dropped ceiling in Chilton’s office.
Aside from proving that your earlier impressions of Chilton fell short
of the facts—the guy was off the scale and way more than a little
dangerous—it also…” he
trailed off, suddenly at a loss to continue.
He looked toward the window and took a breath.
“Starling, while you were helping us on the Jame Gumb case, you spent
some time with Lecter, in his cell, according to this tape.
What can you tell me about it? And
it may help you to know, I’m the only person who’s seen this since it was
found.”
Starling
furrowed her brow. What was this?
She knew, from Ardelia’s underground, that her mail was being
monitored following the letter she’d received from Lecter.
Paul Krendler was behind it, she was sure, and it was all she could do
to resist a descent into full-blown paranoia.
But Crawford? What toxic
agenda could he possibly have? This
wasn’t his style.
“Mr.
Crawford, I never spent any time in Lecter’s cell. Chilton wouldn’t have permitted it.”
He
shook his head. “Well, it
looked like he not only permitted it, he orchestrated it.
You’re saying you have no memory of it?” Somehow, he
seemed unsurprised.
“I
can categorically state that other than in Memphis, I was never within
physical reach of Hannibal Lecter, sir,” she said, resolve hardening her
voice.
Crawford
sighed and stood. “Okay.
Then…you need to view this tape.”
It
took scarcely a moment to set up the TV and VCR, which were used daily.
Starling watched the screen flicker, then saw a black and white image
that was all too familiar.
It
was a view from the surveillance camera that the asylum had maintained in the
violent ward. It had provided her
first glimpse of Hannibal Lecter, the day she’d first interviewed him.
In that moment, as she’d prepared to take that eerie, unnerving walk
down the dank corridor, she’d seen him reclining on his cot, perusing a
magazine, but in the relatively short time it had taken to arrive at his cell,
he’d stood, alert, to greet
her…
This
tape had obviously been recorded from the same camera, which lived in a stout
metal cage in the far front corner of the cell. The resolution was very sharp.
She saw the cot, the table, the toilet and sink…and the bare walls,
where Chilton had later removed Lecter’s detailed hand drawings of Florence.
There was no sound.
Lecter
sat on the cot, his face to the camera. He
was not alone, however. Next to
him, stretched out on the cot, head on the small white pillow, she saw
herself. She was very
still, and Lecter was blotting her face and neck with a towel. Starling saw
herself stir. Lecter spoke to
her. After a moment he rose and
went to the sink, wet the towel with cold water and returned to the cot, where
he continued his ministrations.
It
was obvious that he was talking to her. On
the tape, she nodded her head. In
Crawford’s office, she watched Lecter raise her shirt above the waist; he
was examining her ribs. On the
tape, she flinched as Lecter placed the cold, wet towel on her bare midriff;
he smiled reassuringly. She
noticed that she had taken hold of his wrist and continued to hold it even as
he gently smoothed the towel. Then
he moved slightly downward on the cot, lifted her knee, and examined it.
“Mr.
Crawford, I think you can turn that off.
I don’t want to see any more,” said Starling. Crawford gave her a measured glance, then complied.
Total,
suffocating silence filled the cluttered office.
Starling’s
heart was galloping, making her feel ill.
She forced herself to keep her composure. At least she could feel safe with Crawford again, she
thought. Bless him for not
showing this tape to anyone else.
“I remember it now,” she said quietly.
<><><>
She
didn’t need the date in the corner of the screen to bring it back.
It had all happened on a Saturday –the day following her last asylum
interview with Lecter. On Friday, she had gone to make her deal with him, luring him
with a phony offer of a transfer to New York, in exchange for his knowledge
regarding the identity of Buffalo Bill. Lecter
had accepted the offer—conditionally. The price he attached to it was intimate information
regarding her childhood. She had
told him about her father, the ranch… not all of it, that had come later, in
Memphis. Meanwhile, Lecter had
been reasonably helpful with his first clues, and she’d come away from it
with a feeling of hard-won accomplishment.
Baring her soul to Hannibal Lecter—twice—had taken more of her than
fumbling in Jame Gumb’s nightmare basement.
On
Monday, of course, Chilton had smashed their efforts to bits with one blow
from his monstrous ego. He’d
undermined the Bureau in the eyes of Senator Martin and the Justice
Department, given Lecter access to the distraught mother, to humiliate in
front of a crowd, and then, of course, paved the way for Lecter’s bloody
escape from the courthouse, and the newest murders in Florence.
All of the Lecter-induced stress they were now experiencing, seven
years later, could be traced to Chilton’s bumbling.
Just thinking of the man made Starling want to tear her hair and hope,
meanly, that Lecter had succeeded in tracking him down.
The tape, and the memories it unleashed, offered her much better
insight into her hatred for Chilton, and her seemingly conflicted feelings
about Lecter.
Early
that Saturday morning, Chilton had phoned her in her dorm room with a special
offer. I was so dense! she reflected now.
She’d never questioned the call, or the offer, or the circumstances.
Ardelia had gone home for the weekend, and Clarice hadn’t taken the time to
track down Crawford or anyone else to notify, reasoning that she’d report
the whole thing when she got back.
She’d been too excited, too eager.
She had quickly showered, thrown on what she thought of as her
“Lecter clothes”—a demure, tailored suit with a silk blouse, sheer
stockings and reasonably decent shoes—and raced to the hospital in her
beat-up but faithful Pinto.
She
had to hand it to Chilton, though. He
had managed to fool everyone, not just her.
Of course, on a Saturday, he had a better chance of pulling it off.
Barney had weekends off, as did most of the more knowledgeable staff.
So when Chilton informed the skeleton crew that the Department of
Safety had ordered the ward evacuated due to faulty electrical wiring, they
obediently set about relocating the inmates to another wing of the hospital.
Cleverly, Chilton had volunteered to assume total responsibility for
Hannibal Lecter, and apparently told the staff that no less than the FBI was
sending an agent to help him accomplish the move.
Certainly, this was a relief to the orderlies and nurses, who were
petrified of The Cannibal. They
never questioned Chilton’s authority.
Clarice,
for her part, had played perfectly into Chilton’s hands.
“You’ll be doing us a favor,” he’d explained on the phone.
“I wasn’t born yesterday, Miss Starling.
I know perfectly well that you’ve made more headway with Lecter than
I ever could. This is a highly
inconvenient task, and the risks are incalculable.
We may have half a chance to keep him quiet if he has you for company
while we move him. And you’ll
have the opportunity to…quiz him further.”
***
“No
hard feelings, I hope?” Chilton had slimed her as they made their way down
the unusually quiet staircase that led to the violent ward.
She’d given him some non-committal answer and tried to maintain
professionalism as her heart hammered with anticipation.
It was so strange to see the empty reception area, and to hear only the
hollow, distant drip of water in the corridor, which usually echoed with
screams and curses. The monitors
were all live, and she could see the three empty cells and the single occupied
one. Chilton told her they’d
moved most of the inmates last night, but had left Lecter where he was,
lacking the personnel to do the job properly. “You’ll have to leave your gun here, of course,”
Chilton said, all brisk and businesslike, and she had seen the logic in this
as she unstrapped the holster and laid it carefully on Barney’s bare desk,
along with her purse. Then
Chilton had opened the electronic gate and led the way down toward Lecter’s
cell.
One
look at Hannibal Lecter should have tipped her off, she realized with bitter
hindsight. For all her other
visits, she had never felt that he would turn her away—at least until the
conversation had gotten underway. Whether
standing alert and ready, or casually seated at his drawing table, he had
welcomed her, in his odd fashion. It
disturbed her this time to see him standing in the far corner of the cell, his
face set in a scowl, his arms crossed defensively on his chest (and without
the aid of a straitjacket, she noted—why hadn’t Chilton trussed him up?).
She assumed that he was reacting this way because he had never seen her
with Chilton, and the animosity between the two men was well-known and
documented.
Chilton
said nothing as he sorted through his keys, and Starling realized that should
have been another clue. Usually,
the little creep loved to hear the sound of his voice, and loved to annoy
Hannibal Lecter with it. He was
the chatty type, who felt a compelling need to obliterate thoughtful silences.
How unlike Crawford, she had reflected.
She stood closer than usual to Chilton as he prepared to unlock the
cell—certainly not from any desire to smell the Sen-Sen on his breath, but
just her pure, naďve eagerness to proceed. Tellingly, she never felt any fear
of Lecter, at least in the sense of bodily harm.
She was aware only of a certain embarrassment on her part:
She was invading the doctor’s private space without a direct
invitation from him, and hoped that wouldn’t make him angry.
These
thoughts ended abruptly as Chilton, in one viper-like move, pushed open the
heavy door and violently shoved her into the cell.
“Snack
time, Hannibal!” he’d chortled, slammed the door with great force and
strolled back up the corridor, laughing like the mad scientist in a 1950s
horror film.
She
landed badly, hearing the wooden smack of her bones on the cold stone floor,
before she even felt the pain. But
when it hit, it overwhelmed her. Her
forehead, nose, chin, elbows, chest, ribs, pelvis and knees all registered the
impact at once, and the room went dim.
***
Jack
Crawford poured Clarice Starling a cup of filtered water and waited for her to
continue.
“That
little shit Chilton,” she said, with a shake of her head.
“He went back to the reception area, changed out the videotape, and sat
down to watch the show. Wonder if he made popcorn?
By that time, I was off the floor.”
The
VCR remained in the “off” position. After
viewing the first minute or two, Clarice had recalled everything with
photographic clarity. If the tape
had been switched back on, her narrative would have matched, second for second.
It
would have had to hurt terribly when Lecter lifted her from the stone floor and
placed her on his cot, but he had undoubtedly done a quick check for fractures
first. Clarice first saw him around
the white edge of the towel, as he gently swabbed her forehead.
Lecter
smiled as her eyes fluttered open. “Ah,
Clarice, I see you’ve decided to rejoin the living,” he said, his voice low
and intimate. “It’s all right,” he said.
“Don’t move; I’ll be right back.”
She watched him walk to the sink, where he saturated the towel with cold
water and wrung it out. She was
aware of a certain sense of serenity
when he returned a moment later and sat beside her again.
He
was so close, just inches above her prostrate form. She felt the pillow under her head, and though she was not
covered by a blanket, sensed a warmth, no, a heat, radiate from Lecter. Without
thinking, she reached up to grasp his wrist, which protruded from the sleeve of
the ill-fitting prison jumpsuit. Touching him served no purpose, other than to confirm
that she was not dreaming.
Her
tongue felt thick. “Chilton,”
she said.
“He’s
left us for now, Clarice,” Lecter replied calmly, “but I believe he’s
keeping an eye on us, using the camera near the ceiling. For that reason, let’s try to carry on as usual. I don’t
believe you have any fractures, but with your permission, I’d like to examine
you a bit, to rule out cracked ribs.”
She
nodded; he smiled, and gently freed the tail of her blouse from the skirt.
His hands felt warm on her skin, and she told him so.
“Take some deep breaths,” he instructed her, and gently palpated each
rib and the sternum at the base of her bra.
She was in too much pain for it to tickle, but she was acutely aware of
his touch, and the fact that she was lying there, virtually helpless, utterly at
his mercy. Still, there was no real
fear. How strange.
“No
fractures or cracks, as best I can tell, but you’re going to have some severe
bruises for awhile. This may help
to minimize it,” he said, and she drew a sharp gasp as he placed the cold, wet
towel on her middle.
He
regarded her with a smile as he smoothed the towel. She was aware that her hand was still grasping his wrist, but
he seemed not to mind. It helped
her feel she had at least some control in the situation.
He
shifted on the cot. “Your
stockings are ruined,” he observed, lifting her right knee and delicately
tracing a finger over it. In the
cold air of the room she felt the raw scrape she’d incurred.
“Mm, both knees are cut, but I have no more towels.
We’ll have to make do. Excuse
me.” Another trip to the sink
with the towel that he’d taken from her ribs.
She pulled her blouse back down and waited for him, but as he approached
with the wet cloth, she knew how much it was going to hurt on her knees, so she
painfully pulled herself upright.
Lecter
stood by and watched. “Are you
ready to do that?” he asked.
She
took deep breaths and sought to stay conscious. “I can’t lie there forever,” she said shortly.
“What do you think he’s going to do?” She took the towel from him
and tenderly sponged her knees, grimacing at the blood spots that appeared on
the white cloth. The pain kept her
focused, and soon she felt safe from passing out again.
Lecter
sat down beside her; he seemed frankly uninterested in the subject of their
captor. After a moment or two, he replied, “Let me take care of Chilton,
Clarice.”
“I’m
not sure how to interpret that.”
“The
best thing you can do is remain uninvolved.
In fact, it would be better if you were unconscious or asleep when he
came back.”
“I’m
wide awake now,” she told him.
He
turned toward her and took her chin in his hand, lifting her gaze to his.
“Clarice, you’re in the hands of an extremely dangerous man, do you
understand that? As am I.”
Very
slowly, he moved his hands to the sides of her head, continuing to hold her
gaze. She felt cradled, comforted,
and very safe, very willing to listen to anything Hannibal Lecter had to say.
She watched the maroon irises reflect the dim light from the corridor,
and found that all the externals—her throbbing knees, the damp air of the
cell, even the presence of their captor nearby—had faded from her concern.
Lecter’s eyes drew her closer; although she was a reasonable distance
from him, it felt as if they were nose to nose, and as the seconds went by, she
had the sensation of passing through, into his very skull.
Nothing mattered now, except existing, suspended,
in his eyes. He spoke, and his voice melted into her; it seemed to bear
its own heat and weight.
“Chilton
is a fool. He thinks he planned
this ridiculous game, but he did not. It
was a childish impulse on his part, and like a dog chasing a car, he doesn’t
know what to do with you, now that he’s got you.
In his confusion, he will come back to this cell and attempt to engage
us. That is how he hopes to get
some ideas as to how he’ll proceed. If
you don’t play, the game can’t go on.”
Clarice
felt the words drop into her head like stones into a pond.
They were ordinary words in English, yet they possessed a gravity
that made them much more than words.
They were bite-sized pieces of knowledge, and truth, and certainty, and
their taste was like strawberries dipped in chocolate.
She knew only that she wanted more.
Though her eyes were still wide open, locked on his, her head now felt
heavy, and the only support it had was his hands.
Lecter
spoke. “When Chilton returns,
I’ll say ‘beware,’ and you will go to sleep.
You will not awaken until you hear three sounds in sequence. The
first sound will be the ignition of your car turning over.
The next sound will be the driver’s side door of your car closing.
The third sound will be the lock on that door engaging.
When you wake, you will be behind the wheel of your car.
All you need to do is put your car in gear and drive away.
It doesn’t matter who is near your car.
You will drive home. You
will undress and go to bed until the evening.
When you arise, you will feel some faint bruising, and you will assume
that you had a minor car accident. It
was so minor, your car has no marks. You
will forget the bruises and not be bothered by them.
You will not remember being in this building at all today.
You did not see Chilton today. You
did not see me today. You were near
your home, running errands. All
day.”
“Until
I had a car accident,” said Clarice.
“A
very minor car accident,” said Dr. Lecter.
“A
very minor car accident. I don’t
even remember how it happened,” said Clarice.
“Maybe I ran over the curb?”
“Yes,”
said Dr. Lecter. “You ran over a
curb because something in the mirror distracted you.”
“I
should drive more carefully,” said Clarice.
“But
there were no serious injuries,” said Dr. Lecter.
“Just
some minor bruises,” said Clarice.
“Would
you like to wake up now and talk to me for awhile?”
“Yes,”
she replied.
“Wake
up now, Clarice.”
<><><>
Even
now, seven years later, she knew nothing of what had transpired after Chilton
came back down the corridor, and could only surmise that Lecter had hypnotized
him in a similar fashion, persuading him to open the cell door and let her go.
She had jolted back to awareness behind the wheel of her car, dismayed to
see Chilton standing nearby, but puzzled when he turned and went back into the
building without a word. Then, she
could think only of driving back to Quantico and getting into bed.
She felt urgently, irresistibly in need of a nap.
There was little after that, and her next moment of awareness came when
she got out of bed to have a drink, and saw that it was nighttime.
What a strange day it had been. She
thought someone had called her that morning—was it Chilton?
But no, she would have remembered such a thing.
She had put it down to stress from dealing with the Buffalo Bill case, in
addition to her full course of studies. To
Ardelia, she mentioned only in passing that she’d had some sort of goofy car
accident—she didn’t let on to her roommate that she didn’t remember it,
knowing how much this would worry her. Then,
days later, the chaos of Memphis and Belvedere, Ohio. Little wonder that one “lost” day had faded into
unimportance.
“Why
do you think Lecter stayed put?” asked Crawford. “He could have killed Chilton and gone on the run with no
one being any the wiser for hours.”
“I
don’t know,” she answered. “but
I remember that we talked about his transfer to Oneida Park—he was still
operating under the assumption that the deal we offered him from Senator Martin
was legit. If he’d suspected
otherwise, he would have gotten it out of me under hypnosis. He asked me if I’d visit him there, and I said I’d think
about it. He seemed satisfied with
that answer. So at that time, he
wasn’t planning to escape via Memphis.”
“The
way he eventually did escape was a lot more dramatic—it had more…flair,”
said Crawford with some distaste. “Notice,
too, he waited until you were well out of the way, flying back to DC.
He made sure they were able to find the fragment from Chilton’s pen
that he used to get out of his handcuffs.
I think he didn’t want to implicate or involve you in his escape.
He knew that if he’d used that opportunity, everyone’s attention
would have been on you. You’d
have been suspended from your classes, from the case, of course, and you’d
have had to spend the next several weeks in protective custody, undergoing
psychological testing. He wanted
you to be able to work.”
“So
his escape from Memphis was spontaneous, but also planned,” she said.
“Yes.
He plans every move, one way or another.
But if you examine all his actions, you can almost, if you squint your
eyes, almost see the threads he uses to weave his ornate little plans.
The trick is to see the threads while they’re still on the spool.”
They
sat in silence for a while. He
stood and stretched, then retrieved the videotape from the machine. He
held it out to her. She glanced at
it and placed it in her purse. “Thank
you, Mr. Crawford.”
“Be
careful, Clarice. Just…please, be
careful.”
She
nodded and left his office with a polite smile. Crawford watched her shadow
diminish as she moved down the hall toward the exit stairs.
Wearily, he returned to his swivel chair, reached down to the bottom desk
drawer and retrieved his duplicate of the tape.
He certainly hadn’t lied to her. No one but the two of them had seen
the video, but after 30 years of taking precautions, he had made the copy
without a moment’s thought. It
went into his briefcase.
Beneath
Starling’s report on her findings at the asylum, he retrieved a form that
would have ordered the Inspector General’s office to cease monitoring
Starling’s mail. It had been on
his desk for days, and just before his inspiration to re-check the hospital,
he’d decided to call the dogs off Starling.
But he’d delayed his signature. He
picked the form up and re-read it, although it was just small-print lines of
standard Bureauease, and he knew it word for word.
He
read it a second time. The blank
line waited patiently at the bottom.
With
a sigh, Crawford swung his chair to the right, and fed the form into his desk side
paper shredder.
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